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In The Midst Of Death, We Are In Life

by Sleep Year

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4F3 An ambitious lo-fi concept album pulling from the indie rock tradition but very much its own thing. How To Survive the Apocalypse is a stone cold hit. Favorite track: How To Survive the Apocalypse.
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1.
When i was young after the bombs fell The clouds poisoned the air, melting the ground The sun burned all the trees, towers collapsed, piled up bodies The survivors wanted to flee, that's when they made Analog City So I grew up in mind-numbing boredom Sit down, always obey, don’t step out of line I knew I had to escape, I faked my death and ran away Hid from it all as a recluse, but living free with nothing to lose Out here in this wasteland by myself Away from everybody else Everyone’s gone They’re burning right through the ozone I will find it in myself to carry on Who will I be When the life that lies before me Catches up with all the things i will become I’ll dream my life away (And everything that tries to break me) Until it’s all okay (And everything that tries to drag me down) I’ll wander like a stray (Will have to learn eventually) Until I find my place in life (I’ll find a way to get up off the ground) At my most alone I felt so lost But I heard a voice Calling from across A face like the stars Shined in my eyes Told me don’t be scared You’ll be fine And now you're all I have, but that is all I need What they did not expect from when they dropped the bombs Is that all of the corpses that they left to rot In the wasteland with radiation mutating all the cells in their brain making a new disease Where you rise after death and you attack at night And the virus will spread with just a single bite When there’s no room in hell the dead will walk the earth So just run so you won’t end up under the dirt If this disease will spread A virus in their head Awaking the undead Then this would be the end Find a safe place to hide Or you'll never survive Oh you may try to fight but they will take your life When the roads not split and there is nowhere else to go And the only safe path to take leads you back home You’ve lost everything and almost everyone Then you gotta face the place you once ran away from Yea you gotta go home And the day when all the spirits meet at the end of the road All of them will tell their stories about the end of the world
2.
On the Road 04:12
Packed up all our belongings Throw them into the trunk say goodbye to the life we had We’re never coming back I got you next to me riding shotgun a journey lies before us let’s see where it will take us to but i don't care where we find ourselves it doesn’t matter as long as i’m with you I don’t care how we reach the end it doesn’t matter as long as i’m with you keep driving your whole life in the rearview i think we’re going too fast can’t see the world around us that’s when we hit the pothole we’re swerving out of control swerve right into the ditch guess we’re gonna have to ditch the car but I don’t care how we reach the end it doesn’t matter as long as i’m with you i don't care where we find ourselves it doesn’t matter as long as i’m with you and if your legs give out well find new ways to walk i’ll reinvent the wheel for you and if your lungs give out well find new ways to talk i’ll create a new language for you Any way as we get where we need to go If I’m with you I don’t care at all I don’t care where we find ourselves it doesn’t matter as long as i’m with you I don’t care how we reach the end it doesn’t matter as long as i’m with you
3.
You wake up with the sun to Another weary dawn Another sleepless night in A house that’s not my own We grab our bags and head out In dim sunlight along Decrepit roads that lead us To where we want to go This life is taking all I have Just to get through it So sick so pale and so fatigued Please let it stop I just hope that we end up fine When it's all over But for now we can just hold on We come across a city With buildings turned to stone As we sneak through you keep watch Because we’re not alone We scrounge the town in search of Supplies before the night And though there’s not much to eat Hunger is the best spice You don’t say much to me but I still know what you mean I can’t even begin to Explain how I’m feeling I take your hand for thats all That needs to be expressed As we try to learn to love What little we have left
4.
By My Side 02:42
Oh my love stay right by my side You’re the one who can get me through the night Talk to me, open up your heart Share the secrets that you keep in the dark The trees grow through both of our dreams As the roots form what’s heard and what is seen And I feel our souls connect as one As we’re spinning so close around the sun If the light of day is fading and you don’t know where to hide Or the road is long and winding and you’re looking for a sign Then just stay right by my side It’s just nice being here with you I don’t care, it doesn’t matter what we do Though you may doubt how we’ll turn out Never doubt how I feel about you now Yes I know there will come a day That will end up being the last time I see your face Stay right here, do not be afraid You’re all I need to keep me feeling safe If the light of day is fading and you don’t know where to hide Or the road is long and winding and you’re looking for a sign Then just stay right by my side
5.
Paranoia from the noises outside I keep a gun next to the pew bible while I sleep at night I hear them scratching at the door attempting to get inside And I don’t know if it will hold or break before the sunrise So we hide behind the altar of this abandoned church We take aim against the ghouls who've risen up from the earth All the bats fly out the belfry as a warning for us To get out before they break in for if not then were fucked Then they broke down the door, as we ran out the back I promised that they would never take us But I knew that could have been a lie Just keep running as fast as you can We can get out of this alive I’ve been running my whole life to survive Just to get free from these creatures that hold me in their eyes Why do they wish to take my life just to awaken my corpse Another victim of the plague that can’t wake up anymore Oh babe I never want to lose you to the scum of the earth Or see your limbs torn from your body if we make the wrong turn I hear them growling all around us echoing through trees And they are catching up behind us faster than we can flee As bodies pile up, I don’t want yours thrown on top I promised that they would never take us But I knew that could have been a lie Just keep running as fast as you can We can get out of this alive As we think that we’re safe I hear you Cry for help as I pull out my gun But I couldn’t stop what happened to you After it’s teeth sunk into your neck
6.
Last night I dreamt that you had died I had to face it I can’t escape what is true So I pretend that it’s not real Is there someone out there That’s picking up my voice Please listen to this plea We need some help Let us have one more drink For tomorrow you may die I need something to calm me down When I look into your eyes Is there something out there That’s picking up my voice Please listen to this plea We need some help It’s all my fault I couldn’t stop them It’s all my fault I cannot save you Is there someone out there That’s picking up my voice Please listen to this plea We need some help
7.
This is the part where I realize This isn’t the love story that I prophesied And this is the start of tear-stained cheeks and eyes For this is the ghost story that keeps me up at night You said you don’t want to become one of them It’s better off this way, it’s how it must happen I begged you to wait a little longer please You told me hey it’s fine, I just think it’s time but Don’t be afraid angels will carry my soul away from here We will be safe from all that hurts us when we're in our next life I must be cruel, only to be kind Thus bad begins and worse remains behind This life won’t be the same without you here I’ll feel more like a ghost after you disappear I said to you I hope that one day I will get the chance to see your face again But you replied that’s what I’m scared of If you see me again in this life you should run Because a soul would not be there only a corpse remains I’ll see your face but there will be no feeling underneath All the stars in the night sky cross above us Be alive before you bite the quintessence of dust I hope that you know how much you meant to me When we meet at the end of eternity And though I know, everything must die I thought you would at least have a bit more time I guess no one’s ever really prepared For their next life, so give me A kiss goodbye and one last look into your eyes I wept after you said you loved me because it made it worse As you sat by the lake I pulled the trigger My ears rang louder than anything I’ve ever heard I scream out towards the sky As you lie there motionless, the life has left your eyes, I’m not alright And one day you will come back as leaves blowing in the wind Or flowers growing through the sockets of your skull Now your life has reached its end but I still love you I have lost my only friend but I still love you This world is coming to an end but I still love you Why does it matter at all that I still love you
8.
Haunt Me 03:04
This room feels so empty Without you here next to me The cold comes creeping in I can’t escape it Emptied all the liquor stores Just to keep me warm The blood has stained my hands and clothes And won’t wash off A ouija board, a seance to Try to talk to you again Haunt me please
9.
CarriOn 03:52
The sun sets on another day But through the night I stay awake For I don’t want to have those dreams of you Just to wake up to a world Where emptiness leaves me cold And I’ve lost all desire to continue But I’ve got my friends and folks And I’ve got all kind of hopes Waiting for me at my destination So I’ve got to endure the rough And shed all of my former grudges Just so I can find some resolution It will be alright Though you’re floating through the clouds While I’m stuck here on the ground I don’t care about that I still want you I deserve this loneliness For all the times that I’ve transgressed It is mine and something I’ll hold onto But If I don’t keep going now And make my way back to that town Then I may never see my friends again So when I hear those ghouls approach I grab my bag with food and clothes And continue going on my way Maybe I will not see peace until I reach the stars in the sky But if I don’t keep searching I may miss out on peace in this life
10.
After all I’ve been through I have made it My journey has reached its end But scattered through the rubble of these buildings I find the bodies of all my old friends When I walked these old streets I couldn’t find Anyone that was still alive Oh this town, is filled with these corpses Just a graveyard with no one who survived And I passed through this lonesome land Through ruins of a place I once called home It brought thoughts of all my time spent here And the memories I’ve made in days of old But those memories are all in the past And those friends all have died or disappeared The only thing I could find in this city Is a postcard saying wish you were here Wish you were here I am left all alone in this world What’s the point, there’s no reason to keep going on When there’s no one but ghouls to console me And everyone I’ve ever loved is gone I let their teeth sink into me Just so I could try to be with you again In a drunken confession I screamed out To no one, or anyone there to hear All the grief and the shame I have ever felt But I think it all just fell onto deaf ears
11.
The room begins to spin As I lie down on the floor I start to cough up blood And start shaking more than before This venom in my veins Is making me sick mi amor And I keep hearing voices But none of them are yours I am Becoming grotesque Lean into the edge Don’t let me fall off I feel with my hands, I see with my eyes But this body doesn’t feel like it is mine It begins to ache, it begins to sweat Everything is so disgusting in my flesh I begin to hate this physical world I just want to ascend and never return I don’t want to feel, don’t want to endure The discomfort of a body anymore My heart’s pounding loud, overwhelms my ears Fire on my eyes burning all the tears Constant weary soul, constant anxious mind Always filled with dread from morning to night There is no quiet, I can have no peace I can have no rest, there’s only unease Wounds are festering, bones in agony Oh god I am weak, please give me mercy I am Becoming grotesque Lean into the edge Don’t let me fall off I feel like my life's coming to an end Although I'm terrified To look death in the eye I feel like my life's coming to an end Please god Please save me from My rotting body I can't do this anymore
12.
A Prayer 05:20
My time has come at last I can see the past but I need to move on Look back on what I’ve done Soon it will be gone, but it wasn’t much anyway Am I more than just dust In this universe, floating where the wind takes me Or is there a guiding force Am I on a course towards where I need to be Where will I go when I die? Will I go up in flames or ascend to the sky? Will we meet again in the next life, Or will we end up in different realms? Am I forgotten now Hiding in a crowd of faces that look away Will it be like this As long as I exist as myself in its current form Please can you show your face Before I embrace the emptiness before me I just need a sign That after all this time it amounted to more than nothing The waves of death swirled around me The torrents of destruction overwhelmed me The cords of the grave coiled around me The snares of death confronted me And will this really be the end Will I find myself free of pain Or will I get what I deserve Is this what I deserve And I’m dying as lonely as I lived Now my life has reached its end but I still love you I have lost my only friend but I still love you This world has come to an end but I still love you It doesn’t matter at all that I still love you Everything began to spin, I laughed so hard that I cried My heartbeat began to slow, I laughed so hard that I cried My vision began to fade, I feel rotting in my brain And after all my bones break, only my thoughts still remain

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a concept album telling the story of two lovers trying to survive during a zombie apocalypse. eventually one gets bitten causing everything to go downhill

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released June 22, 2022

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